Forbidden, he taunts me with his life
His mere being here is painful pleasure
Bite hard my tounge and feel it sting
Silky hair and body untouched
Aching fingertips reach
His aroma invades my mind
Earth and smokey cedar
Too voiceless; a whimper of denial
ForgetwhoIam; Forgetwhoheis
Hate to love him...love to hate him
Pure supressed lust.
Control it...