This is stupid.

Stupid, stupid...stupid dreams, stupid wanting. Needing.

I'm strong and I'm tough and I'll never let myself fail in my goals. I make my woman feel good by protecting her during the day and loving her at night. I'm good at what I do, no matter what it is. If I'm not I practice until I am. There's nothing I can't do that I want to but at night when I'm sleeping by her side I feel something else.

The dreams come.

Tied up, panting, hard under her attentions while she beats me I writhe, somehow unable to get away. She torments me until I break, begging her, pleading with her to end it all and let me find release. She makes me do things for her, to her and sometimes does them to me. I have no will and I love it.

I wake up hot, embarrassed and hard as hell.

Sometimes I want her to spank me.

How the hell do you tell that to your woman when she sees you as the strongest man in the world?